I'm feeling better.

I'm feeling better since I surrendered.
You can't climb until you're ready to fall.
You're not a landmine. You're not a goldmine.
No, you're not mine at all.

-Ben Lee

I've come to a place of acceptance. It's peaceful in the 24-hour study room. I'm not sleepy now. I think I've caught my second wind. But I don't think I'll be drinking any more Red Bull today or listening to any more Lady Gaga. I just want to melt away. Not explode.

Two and a half more hours to try and prove that I am not a total slacker.

Let's keep doing this thing.